Brief and to the point:
I want to let God keep my heart turned on all the time. I want to let God turn my mind on and off as He pleases. I want to not fear the quiet.
You can only get to the heart through the mind, so that doesn't mean vacuous meditation a la Eastern philosophy. But I do not want to try to do the mental somersaults to try to control God and myself. He is beyond it, for starters, and I am exhausted.
I love Him. And I will follow Him.